losing the feelinG of.... u....
tonight.. i wil jus slp abit later.. coz tml ... no no is today workin at 9 onli.. intend to wake up onli 10 or 11am.. jus finish watchin show >>> magicians of love
most of the show i hav watch finish le.. nw i dunno wad to watch liao.. any show can recommends it to mi....
felt tt i dun hav any sense of achievement... in poly i nv take part in cca... i felt tt i'm nt myself lehx... in secondary sch life.. at least i gt band.. sth 4 mi to achieve for... mayb like awards.. or sth new to learn frm.. but nw... i felt like i am some1 who gib up easily.. no determination... de gal... it's not like mi lehx... like tt time de dragonboat thing... i gib up... due to 'commitment'... commitment which really hav to put in alot... if were to get a cca nw.. wil it be too late..?? nw i dunno wanna achieve something in my life or take up new things... nobody wil go wif mi..!! sometime i wan friends to hav same goal as mi de.. so at least gt friend to pei... such ppl is reali hard to find... tt's is 1 of the point tt make mi gib up easily..?? no determination... i felt so worst of mi !!! everyday jus watchin all tt show... no learning pt... nt reali meaningful ... where my determination go to...???
i'm so... haix... who wil be havin a torch at e other end waiting for mi.. or i hav to find it myself
